It Hurts
I am at my worst right now.
I don't see the point of moving on with life if you don't have anybody who understands you. I really don't get it.
But most of all, I miss her. With all my heart, I miss the love that we once shared. But now, I have been replaced by something else...something more important.
I guess I had it coming all along. All I am is one of life's biggest mistakes and nothing else.
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
The Value of Friendship
The Certainty of Friendship
Change has pervaded my life ever since I started working. My very first job was at the BEST call center in the Philippines. *wink* At that job, I gained a lot of friends whom I didn't have any direct connections with. They were from different universities as well as various backgrounds. I really did not expect that I would become close to them because I had my own set of friends before I dove into the abyss of the workplace.
I had my highschool friends, my college friends and my village friends. I really didn't think I could have any more space for some more.
And so I stayed quiet. But in due time I opened up to them like a flower approaching the first morning of spring. After I left my job, I never thought I would find friends as great as them.
It seems that life will always surprise us with a lot of things.
L-R: Maan, Hazel, Regina, me.
I have been fortunate enough to have been blessed once again.
Change has pervaded my life ever since I started working. My very first job was at the BEST call center in the Philippines. *wink* At that job, I gained a lot of friends whom I didn't have any direct connections with. They were from different universities as well as various backgrounds. I really did not expect that I would become close to them because I had my own set of friends before I dove into the abyss of the workplace.
I had my highschool friends, my college friends and my village friends. I really didn't think I could have any more space for some more.
And so I stayed quiet. But in due time I opened up to them like a flower approaching the first morning of spring. After I left my job, I never thought I would find friends as great as them.
It seems that life will always surprise us with a lot of things.
L-R: Maan, Hazel, Regina, me.
I have been fortunate enough to have been blessed once again.
